It's unbelievably difficult for me to sit here and maintain the pain that is here. I've tried to be everything to you, I've tried to love and care for you as much as possible and all I'm met with is white lies and all but a promise that you could choose someone else. you can't do that to me, after saying you see a man you would want to have a life partner in. I am worth more than a promise that I will be forgotten for someone else that might be more enticing. I'm sorry, I know you said it would hurt you if I completely removed myself. I know you said you'd rather have a friend in me than not have me at all, but I can't watch this... I can't watch another man get your love. while I sit here forgotten